My bed is like a prison
That I drag myself to each night,
Filled with a day's hope
That tonight might be alright.
It's been just over 2 months and almost every single night I wake up dreaming about him. It's so sad.
I dream that we're in a relationship together or just friends but things are never different. Sometimes things are better though, or at least neutral. Which is even more sad. I already know that and don't want anything from him. But my subconscious is bent on making me jaded and negative in my awake moments.
I just wish...that I could sleep without him there for once.
