It's time for a little hurt, so I feel less alone.
I'll push you away and ignore when you phone.
I'll beat you black and blue, then I'll tie you to the bed,
And leave you on your own, make you wish you were dead.
I keep telling myself, "you're a strong babe,
The likes of Freya herself, part of the valhallacade."
Repeating my mantra, hoping that I'll believe,
That I might swallow the spell I've tried to weave.
I'm jaded and anxious. Sometimes I can't cry.
I'll eye you from the corner and from corner of my eye.
It's best to be scary, so they don't see that you're scared.
I'm new to this world. I just hope they haven't heard.
Aha! Found you. I only get anxious at night when I run out things to do. I made a 'dominatrix' playlist. Essentially, it has songs that boost a girl's ego and make her feel like she could throw some punches in the big leagues. It features songs such as
Maneater
If You Seek Amy
Piece of Me
Perfect Exceeder
Pop the Glock
and many more!
You see the pattern though, assuming you've paid the least bit of attention to the lyrics in any of these songs.
Also, I'm forming a strong obsession with Norse mythology. The women are badass and I want to be one/their friend. I may have to buy a book to learn more. The internet is simply not getting it across to me. Maybe I'll just get a translation of "Prose of Edda" or whatever it's called.
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